Playing on the jukebox: "Show Me Your Glory" by Third Day, "All I Really Want" by Lincoln Brewster, & "Legacy" by Nichole Nordeman.
I had a new thought today - I'm not looking at things with the right perspective. It's easy to get discouraged when you try to do right, but don't see the results. What good does it do to pray and read the Bible if I don't see my life getting any better? I've been asking questions like that while wearing narrow-vision goggles. I've only been looking a few days, a week, a month down the road.
It just hit me today - what if it never changes? One little saying I made up is that if God doesn't do anything else for me, He's done more than I deserve. I was reading this book that talked about how Paul 's reverence and worship were constant, whether in abundance or in need.